While going through some photos on the computer I came across a few that were taken back in November last year, after Noah had passed away. I remember it being a really hard time and we were both exhausted all the time. Aaron had gone back to work after having a month off after Noah died and he would literally walk in the door and then start crying, saying how hard it was to be at work when all he could think about was Noah. We were both so tired all the time.
We would often just lay down together while the boys occupied themselves and would doze off, waking up half an hour later or so in the sun. It was nice to just lay down together and know the boys would let us have a little nap, as it was what we needed.
One day Jay snapped a photo of us and I'm so glad now. I'd give anything to have Aaron walk in the door after work, so we could lay down for a quick nanna nap before it was time to cook tea.