As the last week went on we knew Noah wasn't able to fight any longer. He had up and down days and on Thursday the doctors actually spoke to Aaron and I and said they didn't think Noah was going to be strong enough to continue fighting. By Friday night and Saturday morning it was clear to the doctors but especially to us that Noah's body was shutting down, and we know that Noah was just holding on long enough for us to be ready to say goodbye to him.
I will write more about it all later as I want to always have a record of the day we said goodbye to our incredible angel on earth, but for now all I can say is that it was the hardest day of our lives to make the decision to let him go and finally be free from his disabled body, and to say goodbye to him.
Noah passed away very peacefully last night (Saturday 8th October) around 7.15 pm. Aaron, Jay, Harri and I were with him and also my Mum and Chrish. I don't know how much I'm going to be able to write about the moments when it happened, but as hard as it was it was just so peaceful and after Noah had passed all the anxiety had gone and we knew he was happy and at peace.
We love you monkey and are so lucky that you blessed us with ten incredible years. We know we will be with you again one day, but don't know how we will live without you until then. We hope and pray you stay close by us. Our family just doesn't feel right without you here.