Tuesday, 14 February 2012

Our little ray of sunshine

Thank goodness that over four years ago I had that nagging feeling to have another baby and I listened to it. I really wasn't planning on having any more kids after we had Harri, but I couldn't deny the feelings that I had, that someone was missing and we needed to have another baby.

Kobe brings a smile to my face every single day, even on the day of Aaron's funeral.  Who could resist his cute little face as they walked through the door. I'm sure he made many people smile.

He insisted on wearing his smiley face tie, which I'm sure Aaron would've loved. 

He was so cute saying 'here he goes! Going down, down, down, down, down! Now he's in Heaven!' as the casket was lowered into the ground.

Only Kobe can make everyone laugh by trying to make me into a rockstar while we are standing around Noah's grave.

Love you Kobes.  I'm so glad that we have you and I'm sure you were sent to us for a reason - to make us smile every single day. It's hard hearing you cry and say 'me miss my Daddy and Noah so much' but I know that Daddy would be so happy that you are making us all laugh every day, even though we are so sad. 


  1. I am missing The Kobester so much.
    He is the dearest little man. and he kept me smiling and laughing every day.
    Poor little fella, I wonder what he is thinking.
    Glad you acted on that urge!!
    Love Mum.

  2. Everytime I read what Kobe said at the funeral I smile. He is so gorgeous. I get the feeling that to him Heaven is not very far away and I don't think it is either. What a blessing to have someone to make you smile. Beautiful photos.

  3. He is quite fabulous! Just so cute!!

  4. He is cute, and I am glad that he can make you laugh and make you joyful with his wonderful smile. Love and hugs.

  5. Isn't it wonderful how the very young children express both their joy and their sorrow so freely? I'm sure it is healing, and we can all take a lesson from them.

    I'm glad that this cute little guy makes the family smile.


  6. loved sitting with him and Nanna on Sunday. He reminds me so much of Rosie. So cheeky.... so tanned!

  7. thats my little Sunbeam...a very special little man i agree Lisa...love ya Kobe XXXXX

  8. Oh no, this post scares me Lisa. I quite often have that nagging feeling am trying my hardest to ignor it. Makes it worse when i can see what a blessing Kobe is to you. lol

  9. I know exactly what you mean Lisa..My youngest William was just 6 when we lost his Dad...William has been the one that has kept me going on a number of days...When his little body sneeks into bed with me at night and cuddles up close I know that I will be alright. I have to for him and the other children, William was MY gift from God as Kobe is yours...
    Blessings Mandy

  10. What a sweet little guy! All of your boys seem so wonderful!! I have you all in my thoughts and prayers.
    Kelley - Texas, USA

  11. Your family is in my prayers! I admire your strength to share your story, and help remind others what is truly important in life!

  12. I'm so glad you listened to that nagging feeling too. I can't imagine how much harder this would be if you decided to stop after Harri. xxx

  13. He IS such a blessing. I was just talking to April yesterday about Mitchell and how he reminds me SO much of Kobe - he's the comic relief. You should ask her some of the things that HE has said since losing Caleb. Love you!!!

  14. I recently started reading your story after another blogger I follow posted that you needed some prayers. My heart aches for you and your handsome little boys! You have my prayers sent all the way from Idaho, USA.


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