A while ago Jalen was walking up our hallway and stopped to look at one of our family photos which was taken just a month before Noah passed away. I watched him and didn't say anything but next thing I know he is sobbing as he looks at it, and he turned around and said to me 'it's just not fair'.
I agreed with him - it's not fair at all.
It's hard to imagine that we will ever feel better than we do right now, but I do see that the old Jalen is coming back more and more each day even though Jay can't really see it yet. I know it's going to be a long time before any of us feel back to normal again, because life seems anything but fair right now.
I do hope that one day we will be able to walk past the photos in the hall and not feel so sad as we look at them.