I would give anything to go back nine months ago and be doing all the things for him that he needed - tube feeding, giving medications, suctioning, showering, dressing, changing his happy, moving him in bed at night, giving his nebs, lifting him in and out of his wheelchair, doing physio and everything else to keep him comfortable.
It doesn't sound like a great life, but it was. He was such a blessing to us as a family, and I would give anything to go back to that again.
Aaron was always the joker. Once while Noah was in hospital he pretended he was a doctor called 'Docta Steve' and the joke went on for ages, with him even making a Facebook page for him, but unfortunately I don't know the username or password that he used for it.
This video makes me smile so much. I would give anything to have him sitting on Aaron's lap having a laugh with us. Miss them both so much and still can't believe they are both gone.