Monday, 8 October 2012

Beam Me Up - Noah's Angelversary

I have no idea where the last twelve months went. It's so hard to believe that twelve months ago today, we said goodbye to Noah. I wonder if the past year would've gone so fast if Aaron hadn't passed away as well. I always wonder how different my grief would be if I was 'only' grieving for Noah right now, but I guess I will never know. 

A couple of weeks ago a good friend sent me a text telling me about a new song by Pink called 'Beam Me Up' and said that I would probably like it.  I had been thinking about making Noah a video for his 'angelversary' and had been looking for weeks for a song to use.  When I listened to this song I knew straight away that it was the one to use.

Just a couple of days after I chose the song I got emails from two different people who we don't know, saying that they heard the song and it made them think of us, and thought I may also enjoy it.  They both sent me links to listen to the song and I smiled as I knew that I had already chosen it as the song for this video.

Harri made me smile when he said 'I like that you are disabled' because he really did.  We talk now about how Noah can run and isn't disabled anymore, but it upsets Harri because he wants to remember Noah the way he was. 

Even though we knew since he was nine weeks old that he would pass away young, it's still hard to believe that he really isn't here anymore. We miss him every single day.

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25 comments:

  1. Tears, tears, tears, and more tears. He's so perfect, so beautiful. I can't wait to meet him in Heaven. You have such an amazing family. Crying too much to type more.... prayers for you all.

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  2. A beautiful post and a beautiful video capturing all of you. Noah was such a beautiful baby and child. I loved his laugh in the video. Blessings to all of you on this angelversary day.

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  3. that was beautiful Lisa. Love you all xxx

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  4. Fly high Pooh Bear.
    Missing you.
    xxx

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  5. Absolutely beautiful video. I hadn't heard that song before but I love it too. Perfect! Love to you all xx

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  6. Thoughts of you, understanding the pain is huge.......thank you for sharing that song...it will be eight years in a couple of weeks for us so I appreciated you sharing it with us. xx

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  7. Beautiful Video. I will light a candle in remembrance of Noah. <3

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  8. Lots of tears for all the sweet love that radiates from this video. What an absolutely beautiful life Noah had. I bet he misses you guys just as much.
    Big hugs to each of you!
    xxoo
    H

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  9. Tears streaming. I havent heard that song before. Its beautifull, your an inspiration to everyone that reads your blog, your words and photos are so touching. You motivate me so much to do everything that i want to do and not wait or delay it until tomorrow because life is a gift and sometimes it takes a little video like that to remember how precious this gift is. Your boys are just so beautifull. Thoughts are with you more than ever today on such a tough day. Xxx

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  10. That is so beautiful, the song is perfect. I just introduced my 4 year old to Noah and his awesome family. My son said what a special smile. Even though we didn't know him, you can really tell he is special. Beautiful memories forever. The touching messages from his beautiful brothers were perfect.
    Stay strong and remember they are watching over your wonderful family. xxxx

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  11. Lisa,
    You've managed to do it again - make so many of us remember what family is really about. You are all in my daily prayers.

    I wish you Godspeed !

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  12. My heart aches for you and I can't imagine what you are going through, but I want you to know that you are beyond inspirational and many prayers are always coming your way.

    You probably already saw this, but when I heard him speak it made me think of you:
    http://www.lds.org/general-conference/watch/2012/10?lang=eng&vid=1882755269001&cid=9

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  13. It's beautiful, it makes me cry.
    Lots of love to all of you!
    Dineke from Holland

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  14. What a beautiful song and a gorgeous heart touching tribute to Noah. It's hard to believe it's a year, though I'm sure it's short and long for you and you've lived a million lifetimes inbetween. Thinking of you all daily xxx

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  15. Lots of love and prayers for you all from Arizona. This is such a beautiful tribute to an absolutely beautiful little boy. Thank you so much for sharing!

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  16. So, so, beautiful and precious, Lisa! Yes, you all are "beyond inspirational", as a lady wrote, and I feel blessed through many tears that you've shared this... How gorgeous is that song, too!... We've never met, but permit me to 'send' you all a big hug! You're a wonderful bunch!
    Naomi G.

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  17. So beautiful! Wishing you peace during such a difficult anniversary.

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  18. Beautiful video Lisa, your family is so precious. Noah looks like a regular little baby in the first video and he looks so happy as he grew in the love of his family. xoxo

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  19. I can't stop watching this video. It is so beautiful and so precious. xx

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  20. Truly beautiful,you really are an amazing lady who opens her heart to let us in,amazing, thank you for sharing your most precious intimate moments with us,thinking of you & your gorgeous boys Xxxx

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