Noah's tree is so full of other children's graves now. For a long time it was just him and another boy - Thomas. It's actually hard to get to the tree now that there are other graves there, so we just threw up some tinsel this year (which I hate on my tree at home, but is the easiest thing to do at the cemetery). It's lovely to see that Thomas' Mum has been watering Noah and Thomas' graves regularly.
Even after almost four years, it's still hard to believe that Aaron and Noah aren't here; and aren't coming back.
Christmas isn't the same without them, but hopefully they're looking down and are happy that we are making the effort to celebrate, even though it's the last thing I feel like doing.